Friday, July 04, 2008
it's thursday evening and it's raining outside.
i had a very weird yet somewhat realistic dream (is there a term realistic dream?) anyways.. I was jealous of someone in my dreams.. (which is consciously, kinda true) But i dont wanna spill out the details. it would be better not to talk or even think about it anymore.
Feelin a bit melancholy these days...
Posted at 01:42 am by hazeltunay
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
Hello! hot days are over.. umuulan ngayon kaya malamig na. I wasnt able to sleep last night because of the caffeine content of the java chip cookie from starbucks. ngayon lang ulit ako nakainom ng kape after a very long time kaya hindi na cguro sanay ung katawan ko. naalala ko before pla nun, uminom pa ako ng large coke sa mcdo. kaya cguro di ako nkatulog. Yun nga kaya ang dahilan.. o may iba pa?
anyways, nagbasa ako ng sleeping tips kanina at ang sabi, you have to clear your mind so that you can fall asleep lalo na sa mga insomniacs. at isang way ang journal writing. kaya eto. nagbblog muna ako bago mtulog.
may naisip na ko na concept for my fashion thesis. secret muna sa ngyon. hehe. sana maapprove yung proposal ko.
tapos ano pa ba.. hmm.. wala na. i need time management.. dami klngan gawin e. ayoko muna mag isip ng mga ibang bagay na ikalulungkot o ikasasakit lang ng ulo at puso ko. pero i admit im quite sad these days.. malapit na umalis ung kapatid ko e. i have to be more responsible and independent. magbudget ng pera, magbayad ng bills, mag grocery, magluto, mag ayos ng bahay, magdrive ng sasakyan, ano pa ba? ako na lahat gagawa nito. kaya ko ba? oo kaya ko.. ako pa. hehe. sympre, di ko pa rin mkakalimutan mag enjoy.. at maging mas inspired sa buhay. kapag may dumating, hindi ko alam. bahala na c batman.
"I've been learning to live without you now. But I miss you sometimes. My will gets weak and my thoughts seem to scatter. But I think it's about forgiveness.."
Posted at 03:50 pm by hazeltunay
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
4th year college na ko! waaaaaa! ang bilis ng panahon. hay.
im getting ready for my thesis. pero hindi pa ko ready. hahaha. la pa nga ko topic. eh bahala na. fashion mode ako this school year! hahaha. goodluck!
Posted at 11:37 pm by hazeltunay
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
this is kinda corny but i really feel like posting another "emo" entry again.
i was watching 13 going on 30 this morning and then i heard this familiar song.. "why can't i breathe whenever i think about you? why can't i speak whenever i talk about you...." i was having an LSS the whole day. then i realized, i was struck by the lyrics of the song.
another soundtrack includes "love is a battlefield". i saw this line on one of the billboards along edsa this afternoon. Love is a battlefield.. some people are afraid, so they will have to surrender.. but some are brave enough to search for true happiness. we have to stand every heartache.. even if it hurts like hell. and sometimes we're trapped and chained..... whew.
this can't be happening. it's broken and i can't let that spark of hope in again.
Posted at 03:17 am by hazeltunay
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
haiyiy!
marunong na ko magdrive! hahaha. konting practice na lang. =)
kakatapos lang ng luke18 retreat at cg swamping.. haha. next stop, sa tagaytay para sa pyc planning at sa laguna para sa clw outing.
ayos! ang puso ay ayos lang din naman.. hehe. mabuti na yung ganito. basta basta hirap explain.
Posted at 12:47 am by hazeltunay
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
wala lang. masaya lang ako ngayon dahil marami akong nakilala this summer. kahit na lagi lang ako sa bahay at parish (walang work), ok na rin. enjoy naman e kasi pasarap lang. wahaha. although medyo naiinggit ako sa mga kaklase kong may summer job, ok na rin.. mas masaya summer ko dahil bum ako. wahahaha =P sa totoo lang, kahit tambay lang ako at walang trabaho, masasabi kong one of the best summer vacation pa rin eto.. dami kc memorable experiences. hindi lahat masaya, may malungkot, nkakapraning, nkakahilo, at nkakakilig na mga pangyayari. kaya ok talaga. haha. malapit nang magpusakan ulit kaya dapat i-enjoy ang mga natitirang araw ng bakasyon. HAPPY SUMMER pa rin! =)
Posted at 03:52 am by hazeltunay
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
balak kong i-update to.. napansin ko kc puro ka-emo-han lang ang mga previous posts ko. haha. pasensya na.
ano ba? tambay lang naman ako sa bahay eh.. nood dvd, kain, online, tulog, gym, linis, kanta, etc. kung wala ako sa bahay malamang ay nsa parish ako nun, nagmimeeting para sa upcoming Luke 18 retreat.
ang month of May ay busy month.. mag eenrol na ko sa driving school this week (finally.), fiesta sa bayan, shopping kme ni migs, aattend ng grad ni miguela, nonood ng show ni vanessa carlton sa glorietta, maraming meetings para sa Luke18 retreat, community meeting, camp ng cg (sana makasama), enrolment, PYC planning, antipolo getaway, isama pa ang happy mondays, wonderful sundays at cheerful tuesdays (na pauso ulit ni mags.. abangan: fantastic wednesdays). kanina nasa mcdo kami at nakita ko yung poster ng application for mcdo crew.. la lang, gusto ko ma experience magwork dun e. parang ang saya kasi, kaso mukhang di na pwede.. puno ang May ko e.
nanonood yung kapatid ko ng movie ngayon: Jumper. la lang may naalala lang ako. hehe.
sabi pala sakin ng quote for today ko, "Get over it. Go on with your life!". haha.. natawa ako e. tugmang tugma. oo cge, totoo na 'to... wala nang atrasan.
Posted at 01:37 am by hazeltunay
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Friday, April 25, 2008
i consider taking the longer, harder and painful but more rewarding route.
i won't hurry.. i won't force myself.. i'll just wait and i know that every pain will be worth it..
Posted at 02:51 am by hazeltunay
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Monday, April 21, 2008
Posted at 01:40 am by hazeltunay
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
para akong nanghina..... akala ko ok na ko? akala ko ba magiging ok na ko? pero bakit ganito. ang sakit e. ang sakit sakit. hindi na yata ako makapagtype sa sakit.. ang sakit ng puso ko.
ok lang ako. hinga ng malalim. 1...2...3...... *hinga*
ok... ok na. mawawala din to.
Posted at 01:36 am by hazeltunay
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